i am here to say sorry... i havent been active a lot lately
i did have some other important things that kept my attention from my music like a brain surgery of my mother because she had two tumors there... but i had the time to do a little more then almost nothing...
and not only didnt i do things on newgrounds, also writing music went to a extreme minimum
the only thing that i havent forgot at all is practicing on the piano, i played a lot even though i practiced less then i used too, playing the piano made me relax when i was thinking too much about the risks of the surgery and the problems she might have to learn to live with

some time ago i decided that i would record most improvisation i make (which i did as much as possible)
because i did play a lot and got some better again, there have been some fun results
i will upload some of these improvisations later, i have one that doesnt need any editing at all so i might upload it today already (it still sucks when you want to hear a skilled song)
my other improvisation need to cut before i will upload them (too many long parts that doesnt sounds good at all) or need to be rewritten into a real song and gets redone (because the have good elements but the rest of it sounds terrible)... and some suck so much that they dont have any potential at all of course

also i have finally progressed again (or better said, scrapped the whole idea and started again) on the game music project AFTERMATH organized by up-a-notch
decided to make something mainly on the piano and then adding strings and other instruments to it (even though its only 3 months and a few weeks that i have been playing the piano, so looking at my skills maybe not that smart)
until now it is going great, only its now still way too long (on purpose though) and repetitive, also i havent started on adding the strings yet because the main melody on the piano needs to be done before that (might need to rewrite some parts and play them over again)
going to take a small piece from that one to upload it today

surgery went quite well except that she got speaking problems after it and she still need radiotherapy though... and only after that we will know if she will be permanently blind on one eye

now you guys know whats going on again...
hope my extremely amateurish improvisations doesnt bother you, but i will probably delete them in the far future anyway if they dont get popular

Musical Memoirs (kill4peace, last time i will place my old name on any post)

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i added 2 new songs...
a demo of a sountrack for a game (mentioned above)
and a stupid improvisation (i cant really seriously say i like it but i dont dislike it either, its funny but unskillful)