Day after day, time passes by... Its eventually only a matter of time till the end.
My life is only at the start of the whole, at least I hope so, I'm still only 19 years old :P
Yet I see now already that I am going to be short on time, even winning the big lottery doesn't save me enough time to accomplish everything I want to learn, not even close.
Art is endless and life is way to short...

Every day my joy and motivation at art increases, but on the same time the realization that I can't learn anything in such short time from the infinity of art increases and makes me sad... it makes me want to stop going to school and loose my job to give me a bit more time, even though I know I will only get more problems if I would do so and it still wouldn't be enough anyway.
Its a bit depressing... My patience is running out... :(

Well, whatever, gonna have fun playing the piano now, bye X3

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finally, i opened fl studio after quite a while :)
its not to compose something, but only to record 3 piano pieces i was busy with
then i decided to improvise something and that went really great, i just cant stop with the new thing i have in mind anymore, its such a nice and powerful theme...
so now i have 4 pieces i want to work into songs

hope to release them soon!!!
because i am quite proud about the results already, didnt think i would be so far in such short time